Saturday 31 October 2009

24. Jizz in my pants - The Lonely Island



Lock eyes from across the room
Down my drink, while the rhythms boom
Take your hand and skip the names
No need here for the silly games
Make our way through the smoke and crowd
The club is the sky and I'm on your cloud
Move in close as the lasers fly
Our bodies touch and the angels cry
Leave this place go back to yours
Our lips first touch outside your doors
A whole night what we've got in store
Whisper in my ear that you want some more
And I

Jizz in my pants

This really never happens you can take my word
I won't apologize, that's just absurd
Mainly your fault from the way that you dance
And now I

Jizz in my pants

Don't tell your friends or I'll say your a slut
Plus it's your fault, you were rubbing my butt
I'm very sensitive, some would say that's a plus

Now I'll go home and change

(Jorma) I need a few things from the grocery
Do things alone now mostly
Left me heart broken not lookin' for love
Surprised in my eyes when I looked above
The check out counter and I saw her face
My heart stood still so did time and space
Never felt that I could feel real again
But the look in her eyes said I need a friend
She turned to me that's when she said it
Looked me dead in the face, asked "cash? or credit?"
And I

Jizzed in my pants

It's perfectly normal, nothing wrong with me
But we're going to need a clean up on aisle 3
And now I'm posed in an awkward stance because I

Jizzed in my pants

To be fair you were flirting a lot
Plus the way you bag cans got me bothered and hot
Please stop acting like you're not impressed
One more thing, I'm gonna pay by check

Last week - I saw a film
As I recall it was a horror film
Walked outside into the rain
Checked my phone and saw you rang and I

Jizzed in my pants

Speeding down the street when the red lights flash
Need to get away need to make a dash
A song comes on that reminds me of you and I

Jizz in my pants
The next day my alarm goes off and I
Jizz in my pants
Open my window and a breeze rolls in and I
Jizz in my pants
When bruce willis was dead at the end of sixth sense I
Jizzed in my pants
I just ate a grape and I
Jizzed... in... my pants
I went to
(Jizzed... in... my pants)
(Ok seriously you guys can we... ok... )

I jizz right in my pants every time you're next to me
And when we're holding hands it's like having sex with me
You say I'm premature I just call it ecstasy
I wear a rubber at all times it's a necessity

Cuz I

Jizz... in... my pants

(I jizz in my pants, I jizz in my pants, yes I jizz in my pants, yes I jizz in my pants)
Yes I jizz... in... my pants
(I jizz in my pants I jizz in my pants)

Friday 30 October 2009

23. No one knows - Queens of the Stone Age



We get some rules to follow
That and this
These and those
No one knows

We get these pills to swallow
How they stick
In your throat
Tastes like gold

Oh, what you do to me
No one knows

And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool of mine
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool of mine
Ahh

I journey through the desert
Of the mind
With no hope
I found low

I drift along the ocean
Dead lifeboats in the sun
And come undone

Pleasently caving in
I come undone

And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool of mine
And I realize you're mine
Indeed a fool and mine
Ahhh

Heaven smiles above me
What a gift there below
But no one knows

A gift that you give to me
No one knows

Thursday 29 October 2009

22. Superstars - David Fonseca



Your heart is broken
And you don't seem to mind
I guess it happened
A little too many times, too many times

You tried and you got tired
Those long half-written stories
You held a fire
Right under the snow

They don’t, they don’t
How could they really know?, they don’t
They don’t know how it really feels
They’re just here on holidays
Like dummies filling landscapes
How could they see you cry
Do you remember me?
I was the one that held you through
I held the spotlight when you did that crazy dance
I danced with you, I felt like superstars do
Me and you
We're just like superstars


I was around you
You couldn't really tell
I held you close while
While you drove you just drove into hell, you know

A kind of hurt that binds
A light that loves you blind
And while your feet go
They go deeper in the sand
You wait and drown
You're waving to the crowd that sits
But they don’t know how it really feels
They're just here on holidays
Like dummies filling landscapes
How could they see you cry
Do you remember me?
I was the one that held you through
I held the spotlight when you did that crazy dance with me

Yeah you did that crazy dance
You did that crazy dance for me

Did that crazy dance, did that crazy dance...

'Cause they don't know how it really feels
They’re just here on holidays
Like dummies filling landscapes
How could they see us cry?
Now do you remember me?
I was the one that held you through
I held the spotlight when you did that crazy dance for me
As I danced with you, I felt like superstars do
Me and you
We're just like superstars

Wednesday 28 October 2009

21. Esquadros - Adriana Calcanhoto



Eu ando pelo mundo prestando atenção
Em cores que eu não sei o nome
Cores de almodóvar
Cores de frida kahlo, cores
Passeio pelo escuro
Eu presto muita atenção no que meu irmão ouve
E como uma segunda pele, um calo, uma casca,
Uma cápsula protetora
Ah! Eu quero chegar antes
Pra sinalizar o estar de cada coisa
Filtrar seus graus
Eu ando pelo mundo divertindo gente
Chorando ao telefone
E vendo doer a fome nos meninos que têm fome

Pela janela do quarto
Pela janela do carro
Pela tela, pela janela
(quem é ela, quem é ela?)
Eu vejo tudo enquadrado
Remoto controle

Eu ando pelo mundo
E os automóveis correm para quê?
As crianças correm para onde?
Transito entre dois lados de um lado
Eu gosto de opostos
Exponho o meu modo, me mostro
Eu canto pra quem?

Pela janela do quarto
Pela janela do carro
Pela tela, pela janela
(quem é ela, quem é ela?)
Eu vejo tudo enquadrado
Remoto controle

Eu ando pelo mundo e meus amigos, cadê?
Minha alegria, meu cansaço?
Meu amor cadê você?
Eu acordei
Não tem ninguém ao lado

Pela janela do quarto
Pela janela do carro
Pela tela, pela janela
(quem é ela, quem é ela?)
Eu vejo tudo enquadrado
Remoto controle

Eu ando pelo mundo e meus amigos, cadê?
Minha alegria, meu cansaço?
Meu amor cadê você?
Eu acordei
Não tem ninguém ao lado

Pela janela do quarto
Pela janela do carro
Pela tela, pela janela
(quem é ela, quem é ela?)
Eu vejo tudo enquadrado
Remoto controle

Tuesday 27 October 2009

20. Bachelorette - Bjork



I'm a fountain of blood
In the shape of a girl
You're the bird on the brim
Hypnotised by the Whirl

Drink me, make me feel real
Wet your beak in the stream
Game we're playing is life
Love is a two way dream

Leave me now, return tonight
Tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

I'm a path of cinders
Burning under your feet
You're the one who walks me
I'm your one way street

I'm a whisper in water
Secret for you to hear
You are the one who grows distant
When I beckon you near

Leave me now, return tonight
The tide will show you the way
If you forget my name
You will go astray
Like a killer whale
Trapped in a bay

I'm a tree that grows hearts
One for each that you take
You're the intruders hand
I'm the branch that you break
Hum-yeah!

Monday 26 October 2009

19. Salmon dance - The Chemical Brothers



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOyDkwaUh-Y (official video)

Hello Boys and girls, my name is FatLip
and this is my friend Sammy the Salmon
*What it do?*
Today, we're going to teach you some fun facts about Salmon,
And a brand new dance.

Let me introduce to you a brand new dance
I know you're gonna love it if you give it one chance
It's not complicated, it's not too hard
You don't even have to be a hip hop star

See anyone can do it, all you need is style
Listen up peep gang I'm gonna show you how
Put your hands to the side, as silly as it seems
And shake your body like a salmon floatin' up stream!

I'll float up stream
(you know how we do it, you know how we do it)
Again

*All my peeps spend part of their life in fresh water*
*And part of their life in salt water*
Wow, very interesting
*We change round a couple of days after spawning*
*Then we die*

When I first did the Salmon all the people just laughed
They looked around and stood like I was on crack
I heard somebody say out loud what the fuck is that
This nigga's dancin like a fish while he's doin' the snap

But the more I kept doing it the more they kept feelin' it
And then I heard some bitches say yo that niggas killin' it
By the end of the night everyone was on my team
And the whole club was dancing like a salmon floatin' up stream!

I'll float up stream
(you know how we do it, you know how we do it)
again.

*Most of our friends find their home waters by sense of smell,
which is even more keen than that of a dog or a bear*
Wow.
*My family also rely on ocean currents, tides,
the gravitational pull of the moon*
The moon? Fish pay attention to the moon? Wow. Who knew?
*Did you know?*
What?
*That I could go to Japan, and back.*
You're kidding me. Amazing. Jeez.
*Polluted water can kill both baby salmon, that are developing*
*and the adult salmon, that are on their way to spawn.*
Wow what a shame, what a shame
Huh?
Woah.
Wow. Hey s-kids, hey give it up for s-Sammy the Salmon and his amazing salmon dance.
Huh? Whadda ya say?
Who's hungry?

Sunday 25 October 2009

18. Sometimes - Pearl Jam



Large fingers pushin' paint
You're God and you got big hands
The colors blend
The challenges you give man

Seek my part
Devote myself, my small self
Like a book amongst the many on a shelf

Sometimes I know
Sometimes I rise
Sometimes I fall
Sometimes I don't
Sometimes I cringe
Sometimes I live
Sometimes I walk
Sometimes I kneel
Sometimes I speak of nothing at all
Sometimes I reach to myself and cry

Saturday 24 October 2009

17. Be calm - Fun.



As I walk through the streets of my new city
my back feeling much better, I suppose
I've reclaimed the use of my imagination
for better or for worse, I've yet to know
but I always knew you'd be the one to understand me,
I guess that's why it took so long to get things right.
Suddenly I'm lost
On my street
On my block

Oh why, Oh why
Oh why haven't you been there for me?
Can't you see, I'm losing my mind this time?
This time it's for real, I can see

The tops of trees are turning red
The beggars near bodegas grin at me
I think they want something
I close my eyes, I tell myself to breathe

and be calm.
Be calm.
I know you feel like you are breaking down.
I know that it gets so hard sometimes.
Be calm.

I'm scared that everyone is out to get me.
"These days before you speak to me you pause."
"I always see you looking out your window."
"After all, you lost your band, you left your mom."
Now every single crack, every penny that I pass,
says I should either leave or pick it up
But with every single buck I've made
I'm saddled with bad luck that came

the moment I was baptized
or when I found out one day I'm gonna die
if only I could find my people or my place in life
a when they come a'carolin'
so loud, so bright, the theremin
will lead us to a chorus
where we'll all rejoice and sing a song that goes:

Oh be calm.
Be calm.
I know you feel like you are breaking down.
I know that it gets so hard sometimes,
Be calm.
Take it from me, I've been there a thousand times.
You hate your pulse because it thinks you're still alive
and everything's wrong
It just gets so hard sometimes
Be calm.

I don't remember much that night,
Just walking, thinking fondly of you
Thinking how the worst is yet to come
When from that street corner came a song
And I can't remember the man,
The panhandler or his melody.
The words exchanged had far exceeded any change I'd given thee.

Friday 23 October 2009

16. Tonight, tonight - Smashing Pumpkins



Time is never time at all
You can never ever leave without leaving a piece of youth
And our lives are forever changed
We will never be the same
The more you change the less you feel

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe that life can change
That youre not stuck in vain
Were not the same, were different tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

And you know youre never sure
But youre sure you could be right
If you held yourself up to the light
And the embers never fade in your city by the lake
The place where you were born

Believe, believe in me, believe
Believe in the resolute urgency of now
And if you believe theres not a chance tonight
Tonight, so bright
Tonight

Well crucify the insincere tonight
Well make things right, well feel it all tonight
Well find a way to offer up the night tonight
The indescribable moments of your life tonight
The impossible is possible tonight
Believe in me as I believe in you, tonight

Thursday 22 October 2009

15. Remind me - Röyksopp



It's only been a week
the rush of being home and rapid fading
failing to recall
what I was missing all that time in England
Has sent me aimlessly
on foot or by the help of transportation
to knock on windows where
a friend no longer live, I had forgotten

and everywhere I go
there's always something to remind me
of another place and time
where love that travelled far had found me

We stayed outside till two
waiting for the light to come back
we didn't talk I knew
until you asked what I was thinking
until you asked what I was thinking

brave men tell the truth
the wise man's tools are analogies and puzzles
a woman holds her tongue
knowing silence will speak for her

brave men tell the truth
the wise man's tools are analogies and puzzles
a woman holds her tongue
knowing silence will speak for her

and everywhere I go
there's always something to remind me
of another place and time
where love that travelled far had found me

Wednesday 21 October 2009

14. Business time - Flight of the Conchords



Aww yeah
That`s right baby.
Girl, tonight we`re gonna make love. You know how I know, baby?
`Cause it`s Wednesday. And Wednesday night is the night that we make love.
Tuesday night`s the night that we go and visit your mother, but Wednesday night is the night we make love.
`Cause everything is just right,
conditions are perfect.
There`s nothing good on TV. Conditions are perfect.
You lean in close and say something sexy like, "I might go to bed I`ve got work in the morning." I know what you`re trying to say baby.
You`re trying to say, "Oh, yeah. It`s business time. It`s business time."

It`s business.
It`s business time.
That`s what you`re trying to say you`re trying to say let`s get down to business it`s business time.

It`s business.
It`s business time.
Next thing you know we`re in the bathroom brushing our teeth.
That`s all part of it, that`s foreplay.
Then you go sort out the recycling.
That`s not part of it but it`s still very important.
Then we`re in the bedroom.
You`re wearing that ugly old baggy t-shirt from that team building exercise you did for your old work. And it`s never looked better on you.

Oh, team building exercise `99.

Oh, you don`t know what you`re doing to me.
I remove my jeans but trip over them `cause I still got my shoes on.
But I turn it into a sexy dance.
Next thing you know I`m down to just my socks
and you know when I`m down to just my socks what time it is
it`s time for business. It`s business time.

It`s business.
It`s business time.
You know when I`m down to just my socks it`s time for business that`s why they call it business socks.

It`s business.
It`s business time.
Oh.
Ooh, makin` love.
Makin` love for two.
Makin` love for two minutes.
When it`s with me you only need two minutes, `cause I`m so intense.
Two minutes in heaven is better than one minute in heaven.
You say something like, "Is that it?"
I know what you`re trying to say. You`re trying to say, "Aww yeah, that`s it."
Then you tell me you want some more.
Well I`m not surprised. But I`m quite sleepy.

It`s business.
It`s business time.
Business hours are over. Right, right.

It`s business.
It`s business time.

Tuesday 20 October 2009

13. Electioneering - Radiohead



I will stop, I will stop at nothing.
Say the right things when electioneering
I trust I can rely on your vote.

When I go forwards you go backwards
and somewhere we will meet.
When I go forwards you go backwards
and somewhere we will meet.
Ha ha ha

Riot shields, voodoo economics,
it's just business, cattle prods and the I.M.F.
I trust I can rely on your vote.

When I go forwards you go backwards
and somewhere we will meet.
When I go forwards you go backwards
and somewhere we will meet.

Monday 19 October 2009

12. Jesus, Etc. - Wilco



Jesus, don't cry
You can rely on me, honey
You can combine anything you want
I'll be around
You were right about the stars
Each one is a setting sun

Tall buildings shake
Voices escape singing sad sad songs
tuned to chords
Strung down your cheeks
Bitter melodies turning your orbit around

Don't cry
You can rely on me honey
You can come by any time you want
I'll be around
You were right about the stars
Each one is a setting sun

Tall buildings shake
Voices escape singing sad sad songs
tuned to chords
Strung down your cheeks
Bitter melodies turning your orbit around

Voices whine
Skyscrapers are scraping together
Your voice is smoking
Last cigarettes are all you can get
Turning your orbit around

Sunday 18 October 2009

11. All those yesterdays - Pearl Jam



Dont you think you oughtta rest?
Dont you think you oughtta lay you head down?
Dont you think you want to sleep?
Dont you think you oughtta lay your head down tonight?

Dont you think youve done enough?
Oh, dont you think youve got enough, well maybe..
You dont think theres time to stop
Theres time enough for you to lay your head down, tonight, tonight

Let it wash away
All those yesterdays

What are you running from?
Taking pills to get along
Creating walls to call your own
So no one catches you? drifting off and
Doing all the things that we all do

Let them wash away
All those yesterdays
All those yesterdays
All those paper plates

Youve got time, youve got time to escape
Theres still time, its no crime to escape
Its no crime to escape, its no crime to escape
Theres still time, so escape
Its no crime, crime..

All those yesterdays {9x}

Saturday 17 October 2009

10. Homesick - Kings of Convenience



so I'll lose some sales
and my boss won't be happy
but I can't stop listening to the sound
of two soft voices blended in perfection
from the reels of this record that I found

every day there's a boy in the mirror
asking me
what are you doing here
finding all my previous motives
growing increasingly unclear

I travelled far and I burned all the bridges
I believed as SOON as I hit land
all the other
options held before me
WILL wither in the light of my plan

so I lose some sales
and my boss won't be happy
but there's only one thing on my mind
searching boxes underneath the counter
on a chance that on a tape I'd find

a song for
someone who needs somewhere
to long for

homesick
cause I no longer know
what home is

Friday 16 October 2009

09. Mariner's Revenge Song - The Decemberists



We are two mariners
Our ships' sole survivors
In this belly of a whale

Its ribs our ceiling beams
Its guts our carpeting
I guess we have some time to kill

You may not remember me
I was a child of three
And you, a lad of eighteen

But I remember you
And I will relate to you
How our histories interweave

At the time you were
A rake and a roustabout
Spending all your money
On the whores and hounds
Oh Ohhhhh

You had a charming air
All cheap and debonair
My widowed mother found so sweet

And so she took you in
Her sheets still warm with him
Now filled with filth and foul disease

As time wore on you proved
A debt-ridden drunken mess
Leaving my mother
A poor consumptive wretch
Oh Ohhhhh

And then you disappeared
Your gambling arrears
The only thing you left behind

And then the magistrate
Reclaimed our small estate
And my poor mother lost her mind

Then one day, in spring
My dear sweet mother died
But before she did
I took her hand as she, dying, cried:
Oh Ohhhhh

"Find him, bind him
Tie him to a pole and break
His fingers to splinters
Drag him to a hole until he
Wakes up naked
Clawing at the ceiling
Of his grave
*sigh*"

It took me fifteen years
To swallow all my tears
Among the urchins in the street

Until a priory
Took pity and hired me
To keep their vestry nice and neat

But never once in the employ
Of these holy men
Did I ever, once, turn my mind
From the thought of revenge
Oh Ohhhhh

One night I overheard
The prior exchanging words
With a penitent whaler from the sea

The captain of his ship
Who matched you toe to tip
Was known for a wanton cruelty

The following day
I shipped to sea
With a privateer

And in the whistle
Of the wind
I could almost hear...
Oh Ohhhhh

"Find him, bind him
Tie him to a pole and break
His fingers to splinters
Drag him to a hole until he
Wakes up naked
Clawing at the ceiling
Of his grave

"There is one thing I must say to you
As you sail across the sea
Always, your mother will watch over you
As you avenge this wicked deed"

[haunting, sailor-esque musical interlude lead by mandolin, accordion and tuba]

And then that fateful night
We had you in our sight
After twenty months at sea

Your starboard flank abeam
I was getting my muskets clean
When came this rumbling from beneath

The ocean shook
The sky went black
And the captain quailed

And before us grew
The angry jaws
Of a giant whale

[instrumental noise]
oh ohhhhhhhhhh
[screaming]
ohhhhh
[screaming]

Don't know how I survived
The crew all was chewed alive
I must have slipped between his teeth

But, oh! What providence!
What divine intelligence!
That you should survive
As well as me

It gives my heart
Great joy
To see your eyes fill with fear

So lean in close
And I will whisper
The last words you'll hear
Ohh Ohhhhh

Thursday 15 October 2009

08. Librarian - My Morning Jacket



Walk across the courtyard,
Towards the library.
I can hear the insects buzz on the leaves, 'neath my feet.

Ramble up the stairwell,
To the hall of books.
Since we got the interweb these hardly get used.

Duck into the men's room,
Combing through my hair.
When God gave us mirrors he had no idea.

Looking for a lesson
In the periodicals,
There I spy you listening to the AM radio.

Karen of the Carpenters,
Singing in the rain.
Another lovely victim of the mirror's evil way.

It's not like you're not trying,
With a pencil in your hair,
To defy the beauty the good Lord put in there

Simple little bookworm,
Buried underneath
Is the sexiest librarian.
Take off those glasses and let down your hair for me.

So I watch you through the bookcase,
Imagining a scene.
You and I had dinner,
Spending time when you sleep.
And what then would I say to you,
Lying there in bed.
These words were the kiss I would plant in your head.

What is it inside our heads
That makes us do the opposite,
Makes us do the opposite
Of what's right for us.
'Cause everything be great,
And everything be good,
If everybody gave,
Like everybody could.

Sweetest little bookworm,
Hidden underneath
Is the sexiest librarian.
Take off those glasses and let down your hair for me.
Take off those glasses, and let down your hair for me.

Simple little beauty,
Heaven in your breath.
Simple is the pleasure
The world at its best

07. Title and registration - Death Cab for Cutie



The glove compartment isn't accurately named
And everybody knows it.
So i'm proposing a swift orderly change.

Cause behind its door there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
And all i find are souvenirs from better times
Before the gleam of your taillights fading east
To find yourself a better life.

I was searching for some legal document
As the rain beat down on the hood
When i stumbled upon pictures i tried to forget
And that's how this idea was drilled into my head

Cause it's too important
To stay the way it's been

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night

There's no blame for how our love did slowly fade
And now that it's gone it's like it wasn't there at all
And here i rest where disappointment and regret collide
Lying awake at night (up all night)
When i'm lying awake at night.

Tuesday 13 October 2009

06. Lisboa Kuya - Sara Tavares



Ensina-me a ser assim
Capaz de fazer dum ya
Algo mais do que um sim
Nina, nina ninar
Tudo o que pede pra ser pra já
E deixar aconchegar-se a mim
A certeza de que nada mais terá
O mesmo sabor
A certeza de que nada mais terá
O mesmo sabor

Nem cerejas na na na na na na
Nem Lisboa ye
Nem cerejas na na na na na na
Nem Lisboa ye ye ye

Ensina-me a ser assim
Capaz de fazer dum simples ya
Algo mais do que um sim
Nina, nina ninar
Tudo o que pede pra ser pra já
E deixar aconchegar-se a mim
A certeza de que nada mais terá
O mesmo sabor
A certeza de que nada mais terá
O mesmo sabor

Nem cerejas na na na na na na
Nem Lisboa yeh
Nem cerejas na na na na na na
Nem Lisboa

A certeza de que nada mais terá
O mesmo sabor
Nem cerejas na na na na na na
Nem Lisboa

Lisboa kuya
Kuya bué
Lisboa kuya buérere

Lisboa kuya
Kuya bué
Lisboa kuya buérere

Lisboa kuya
Kuya bué
Lisboa kuya kuya buérere

Monday 12 October 2009

05. Tive Razão - Seu Jorge



Tive razão
Posso falar
Não foi legal, não pegou bem
Que vontade de chorar, dói
Em pensar que ela não vem, só dói
Mas pra mim tá tranquilo, eu vou zoar
O clima é de partida, vou dar sequência na minha vida
E de bobeira é que eu não estou,
E você sabe como é que é, eu vou
Mas poderei voltar quando você quiser.
ô ô ô ô ô ô ô ô, lá lá lá...
Demorô vai ser melhor...

Sunday 11 October 2009

04. If I ever feel better - Phoenix



They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive
It's like a bad day that never ends
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There are things in my life that I can't control

They say love ain't nothing but a sore
I don't even know what love is
Too many tears have had to fall
Don't you know I'm so tired of it all
I have known terror dizzy spells
Finding out the secrets words won't tell
Whatever it is it can't be named
There's a part of my world that' s fading away

You know I don't want to be clever
To be brilliant or superior
True like ice, true like fire
Now I know that a breeze can blow me away
Now I know there's much more dignity
In defeat than in the brightest victory
I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Hang on to the good days
I can lean on my friends
They help me going through hard times
But I'm feeding the enemy
I'm in league with the foe
Blame me for what's happening
I can't try, I can't try, I can't try...

No one knows the hard times I went through
If happiness came I miss the call
The stormy days ain't over
I've tried and lost know I think that I pay the cost
Now I've watched all my castles fall
They were made of dust, after all
Someday all this mess will make me laugh
I can't ewait, I can't wait, I can't wait...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know
If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

It's like somebody took my place
I ain't even playing my own game
The rules have changed well I didn't know
There are things in my life I can't control
I feel the chaos around me
A thing I don't try to deny
I'd better learn to accept that
There's a part of my life that will go away

Dark is the night, cold is the ground
In the circular solitude of my heart
As one who strives a hill to climb
I am sure I'll come through I don't know how
They say an end can be a start
Feels like I've been buried yet I'm still alive

I'm losing my balance on the tight rope
Tell me please, tell me please, tell me please...

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

If I ever feel better
Remind me to spend some good time with you
You can give me your number
When it's all over I'll let you know

Saturday 10 October 2009

03. My Friends - Silence 4



I was so lost in my pain, fear was melting my brain,
I was counting the days to insanity, I was afraid to move myself
Afraid to hurt myself, more than I had until that day
Everything I believed in, everything I fought for
Was now underneath my feet and my heart beat
Was so gone, couldn't be felt by anyone
So alone it gave me the creeps
My drugs got me in bed went up to my head And I really don't wanna depend
So I'll stick to
My friends and my friends and my car and my friends
My friends and my friends and my cards and my friends
Martini until the end
Play pool again
Never thought woyuld be like this
No one told me it would be like this
I'm amazed I'm amazed with myself
And my brain and my pain
And my pain and my veins
Are delivering it to my health
My self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken
And it left me with an empty life and this knife
Rests on the middle of me bed, I think in all the things she said
Close my eyes and sleep
All these drugs in my head, it seems I'm already dead
And I really don't want to depend
So I'll stick to ...
Can't smoke anymore can't drink anymore, still I do it, I do it again
Lost everything I had, Far from mum, far from dad
I thank God for my good, good friends
But where's this God that I mention? Where is He right now?
As I die as slowly as I can? All my plans, went down the hole
My life has no goal, and I wonder if this is worth it
But my friends took my hand
Helped me to lift myself again
And that's why I really love

Friday 9 October 2009

02. The daily growl - Lambchop



Thought i felt a chill
Thought an underrated skill
A hazard to the emotionally challenged

Fibres from a rope
In the roughness of your hand you cope
With cuddles and the gentle revolution

The guts and gluttony
The chicken of the sea
Will hardly fill your restless void
Powered by intel
The useless crap you sell
Will leave us
More or less annoyed

Down the street you go
Rumours of a one man show
How silly we can be about the future

Parent to the cause
A hustle through and then you pause
To study or to ponder or reflect

It's laid out in a line
That curves and breaks with time
And underscores this fragile nation
But i guess it's right
To love the girls who fight
Off our manly acts of desperation

Thursday 8 October 2009

01. Guaranteed - Eddie Vedder



On bended knee is no way to be free
lifting up an empty cup I ask silently
that all my destinations will accept the one that's me
so I can breath

Circles they grow and they swallow people whole
half their lives they say goodnight to wives they'll never know
got a mind full of questions and a teacher in my soul
so it goes...

Don't come closer or I'll have to go
Holding me like gravity are places that pull
If ever there was someone to keep me at home
It would be you...

Everyone I come across in cages they bought
they think of me and my wandering
but I'm never what they thought
got my indignation but I'm pure in all my thoughts
I'm alive...

Wind in my hair, I feel part of everywhere
underneath my being is a road that disappeared
late at night I hear the trees
they're singing with the dead
overhead...

Leave it to me as I find a way to be
consider me a satellite for ever orbiting
I knew all the rules but the rules did not know me
guaranteed...

00. The Discovery

The discovery of life
now on display
everything was sorted out
too soon, I would say

Never knew what was in store
devil's on his way
to disturb the simple plan
of the ones who used to pray

Purgatory, Heaven, Hell
scary words from scary minds
used to scare the scareful ones
who get scared most of the time

Going through life on the move
with yourself in the back seat
giving praise for those above
what you sow is what you reap

Looking back I do resent
growing pains of those who grow
learning from my own mistakes
is the only way I know

The discovery of life
without a single prejudice
know your neighbours and thyself
drop the shake and give a kiss