1254. In particular - Blonde Redhead

Lying on my back,
I heard music,
Felt unsure and catastrophic,
Had to tell myself it's only music,
It blows my mind,
But it's like that.

Is anyone there ?
What could you tell me ?
Afraid of what ?
Would you ever know ?
Everyone else is really boring,
Anyone else wouldn't be good enough.

Some place safe I would imagine,
Someone new would be so cruel,
Incurable paranoiac,
Hysterical depression.

x xx
Alex I'm your only friend.
x xx
Alex your love will sing for you.